Tortoise @@

a souvenir from him...
from Penang...


Tortoise..???
why?

dont noe..
*indirectly telling me that i'm slow like tortoise?*
***sweat***
but he said "is just because i thk it is cute, n maybe u will like it"


Ta~

*sigh*

i hate waiting....
waiting for nothing....
reports...stop edy....
is nitee...and is my drama time...

people sometimes cant thk properly...
they might thk another way, which can be positive or negative....
when i thk negatively, it doesnt means im pessimist..
is just simply means that i try to prepare myself for the worst condition...

when i demand, doesnt means i 'ba tao'...
when i dont demand, then i got problem...got 'problem' towards u

when i shout, doesnt means im angry...
when i dont shout, means we're not close..

when i cry, doesnt means im sad..
i can be crying because of too touched over somethg...
but when i dont cry when im sad, means, i have no feeling towards the matter..or the person anymore..

when i dont want to do it, means i really dont want to...
but whn i want to, i will say i dont want too ...*haha*

when i'm silent, means, i have deep thking about something..
when i keep talking, means i tried not to think about that something....

when i didnt shows that i care, doesnt mean that i DONT care...
but when i shows that i CARE, i REALLY care...

no people can fully understand a person...
n no people can understand me as well...

Ta~

Sick...

*sigh*
long time never fall sick edy....*choi*
finally, flu attack me!
flu+sore throat....
argh~..i jz hard to breath!!!!!!!!!!! my mouth + esophagus feel dry...but nose very wet.... =.=
help~~~
i cant concentrate do my report....
flu flu flu~ pls go away~ go away~~

LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!

*a very very 'mou liu' post*

Ta~

Nice article about Love

A Nice Article about Love: (by Swami Vivekananda)

I once had a friend who grew to be very close to me. Once when we were
sitting at the edge of a swimming pool, she filled the palm of her hand
with some water and held it before me, and said this: "You see this
water carefully contained on my hand? It symbolizes Love."

This was how I saw it: As long as you keep your hand caringly open and
allow it to remain there, it will always be there. However, if you
attempt to close your fingers round it and try to posses it, it will
spill through the first cracks it finds.

This is the greatest mistake that people do when they meet love...they
try to posses it, they demand, they expect... and just like the water
spilling out of your hand, love will retrieve from you .

For love is meant to be free, you cannot change its nature. If there are
people you love, allow them to be free beings.

# Give and don't expect.
# Advise, but don't order.
# Ask, but never demand.


It might sound simple, but it is a lesson that may take a lifetime to
truly practice. It is the secret to true love. To truly practice it, you
must sincerely feel no expectations from those who you love, and yet an
unconditional caring."

Passing thought... Life is not measured by the number of breaths we
take; but by the moments that take our breath away.....



Life is beautiful!!! Live it!!!

(taken from an email)

Gasoline~~~

today have been wasting alot of time...haha...
class at 8.30-10am thn break till 3.30pm oni got CTC class..
thus, in the middle, me and May went to WanTing's hse to 'do revision'
WanTing sleeping in her room, while we both sitting at the living room and chit-chatting bout SiZhuan's victims, Forensic Heroes 2, gossip-ing...and etc...
later at 2.30pm we went back UCSI for FM assignment discussion.

After CTC class, we follow our plan to go to 'Siu Wan Dheng' punya fren's dunno wat name...HAHA
is a place at Hulu Langat thr...and there is a Gasoline thr...

before sunset...but we cant c the sun, becz too cloudy+raining

is getting darker...the sky i mean

ya....the view of KL...

Me+May *pretending to be very cold..in fact, quite cold la...^^

WanTing+who+afraid+of+kitten+and+nearly+jump+off+her+chair *HAHA*

Meeeeeee....

SinMay+not Pro+self-captured+get+herself+haf+inside+photo *XD!!*

and this we took in the washroom..=.=

we ordered Cheesy Fried Chicken Chop (3sets)...nice !!!
and i shared Honeydew, LARGE one wif WanTing...
while Richard Teh ordered Cordon Bleu...the way he eat his Cordon Bleu is...different with normal people..
hm..we left ard 8.15pm....

tomorrow will be a better day, EVERYONe!!!

Ta~

wake up ard 12.30pm...
watched CSI..
dad suddenly asked me to asked him if he wanted to go Semenyih to eat dinner wif us...
texted him...n he came ard 3pm...
everythg went smoothly until we reached Semenyih...raining...
the rain become very heavy...
he volunteered to take the umbrella and walk us to the restaurant...*i feel that he is very ...kind*
as a result, he got wet...i take tissues and help to wipe off the water..
there's no place for us to sit...many people there...
he spotted a table of people which almost finish their food..thus he stand thr and wait...
*i wonder if he didnt come, who will be doing his 'role' *
the man sitting at that table suggested us to sit down at his place 1st as he's waiting for the bill...
after paid the bill, the man and his family wanted to go to their car, but the rain is jz too heavy..
He, again suggested to use our umbrella to walk the man to his car... *y izzit he can be such gentlement? *
he asked my opinion, if he can do that or not...of cz i didnt stop him...and asked him to go ahead if that is wat he want to do...
thus, he help the man..walked to the man's car..
when he came back..he got wet again...and again..i used tissue to wipe off the rain water on his hands, shoulder, and hair...

***one moment, i feel, this guy...really very nice....not even to family, but to other people who needs help...on the other hand, i feel myself, doesnt match him...he is too good for me...thinking back....how i treated him yesterday..how cold-ly i am towards him...i feel myself, very wrong..***

Aries+Rachel+Shirley bday celeb *updated*

its not my day again

seriously..i feel myself very pity today...
morning ming ming i very early wake up, and get myself prepared
n i left my house at 7.50am which i will reach UCSI ard 8.15am..
who noes, whn i going to reach cheras saga tol-RM1, cars were queue-ing up..?
n guess wat? car jam-ing pls!!!! is before tol jao jam!!!
deng~~~!!!~~!!!~~~!!!~~
nvm...i spotted the right lane..which leads to KL very smooth...no car...
if not mistaken, last time i saw the road leads until near Taman Connaught thr...
so, after several minutes of considering whether should take the road not, finally i made up my mind...go ahead to that lane
very few cars oni....n was so happy to c cars at my left were stuck in the traffic jam..
drive...drive....drive.....
feel somethg wrong wif the road....i cant c any cars turn to the left.....
sh*t....i passed by the Taman Connaught turning...
and the road leads to UE3....
i passed by Leisure Mall....Taman Midah Old Town....
feel like crying edy..cz the time shows 8.30am...(my class starts at 8.30am pls)
wanted to make illegal turn...but too many cars from the opposite road...
my distance to UE3 very near edy...suddenly, i saw one UNSER and kancil make illegal turn to the petrol station...without hesitation, i make the same illegal turn as them..luckily that road not many cars...
there i speed back to my college...
as a result, i entered class at 9am..
everyone was looking at me whn i open the door...

***this is not the end of my bad day****
10am, Food Micro lab...
i was blur in the lab...throughout the experiment...
oni me blur or, both my group member as well?
im not sure bout that...
later i got to noe that i got 4 miscall from unknown...
the number called again later, and it was called from UCSI..
Dr. Renee wanted to c me regarding my project title....*i noe somthing bad going to happen soon*
n yes....i dont get the title i wanted...and i was asked to choose other titles...
i hope i can do well in this title although it was not my 1st, 2nd or 3rd choice...
but it was my 4th choice for now...
**god pls bless me**

****
jz finished watch Forensic Heroes 2..
very envy to c Sam and Ding Ding so lovely...
but their happiness will end tmr...
y the director want to make such ending for them?
cant the director let them happily ever after?!

i can feel that, my coming days wont be 'good'..
dunno y have such feelings..
really hope..everythg can jz ....go smoothly...

Ta~

Lab+Wet+Celebration

yesterday was my 1st CTC lab..
went to college ard 10am..
was late as i cant find any parking out thr, end up parked on the hill..*roll eyes*
then walked down to the Block B lab.. cant c any of my frens thr..
saw Ms. Ng, asked her for direction, and yea..finally i met my classmates in the internal lab..
the lab was quite ok, although we did some mistakes.. but who wont? as long as we enjoy the process...*smile*
lab ends early at 4pm..and the belated birthday celebration is at 7.30pm
hence, i suggested to May that we go to Aries's hse
unfortunately, raining very heavily outside...
without wasting our time, when May noticed the rain is getting lighter, she used WanTing's umbrella to go up the hill to take her car n fetch me to take my car...
everythg went smoothly until we reached Aries's apartment, which the rain getting heavier and thunderstorm never stop...
i forced May to go down 1st at the parking lot n go up to find Aries while i wait in the car..
after she got down from my car, i parked my car outside the parking lot, where my car is exposed to the heavy rain...
dunno y, i feel unsafe being in the car, (maybe afraid of the thunderstorm), thus, i brave myself to get down from my car..
As a result, im...half WET... I'm seriously not happy when I'm wet..coz the clothes i wore is for the nite celebration..and most important, my hair..WET pls..
go up to 13th floor and as usual, i check which scenery can see UCSI building (my way to recognize Aries's house)
very 'happily' i found tat the rain is jz too heavy that both the scenery is ..BLUR...and...can oni see the dropping of rain water...=.=
so, make a 'lucky' move, and very 'luckily' i got WET for the second time!
the window is wide open, and the winds are blowing strongly and of course, the rain water blows in and to whole of my body!!!!!!!!!not oni this, when i was struggling from the wind+rain water, i realized, i was at the wrong side! Aries's house is the other side pls.....*dont tok to me*
finally, i was in her house...blowing my hair n shirt...
and not long after that, the cloud change calm-er...*hm...*
then, Ah Chan came n pick us up...n thr we headed to Pavilion..
there were alot of laughters in the car as Rachel and Sinmay jokes around with their 'unique' thinking...while me, being left alone at a side..*no pls..*(i was too hungry that i lazy to entertain them..but seriously, they can make a good joke)

Me+Aries

May and 'half' Rachel..*haha*

very smoothly we park the car...very smoothly go to the lift and very smoothly Aries press 6th floor...and...there we reached 6th floor - TGI Friday
Hester and Penny reached edy but they were busy choosing+buying present for the Birthday girls...thus, we go into TGI Friday and take photos while waiting for others..

Aries+Rachel= Birthday Girls

Chan+Shirley(B'day Girl oso)

May+Me (non-birthdaygirls)^^

couple (PikYing+Sam) *Sam pls behave*

i dunno wat happen to him...he do watever Aries said pls...
Aries : Sam!! fatt hau yeong !! faii titt!! (2nd photo) Aries : Sam!!! fatt hao + yam zin!!! (3rd photo)
*sweat*

Hester+Amanda(nice haircut wat)

Penn+May (*erhem* Penn, sexy nite ya XD!!)



opss...i thk this photo very nice...if 'someone' want me to remove, u may request to..


the leftover...

spagetti......


Lamb chop..(saw the bone?)*hahaha*


ok..this is the menu..

due to hungry-ness, when the foods were served, all busy makan..n i forgotten to take pics ...*forget it bah* hahaha ^^



Shirley+ Pik Ying



wif the Birthday girls..

TGI Friday's Birthday Celebration was quite 'special' as the waiters and waitresses will surround the birthday girl and then sounds like 'sedang berkawat' that kind...then got clap hands like 'ai de gu lik' ...oh..even asked the birthday person to stand on the chair! oh my...

yes..they are standing on the chair...holding pepper,chili sos and..dunno wat in their hand as mic..*sweat* and they did gv some speech

Aries : Hello..very happy to be here tonight...*waving her hand to everyone like she is having her own concert*
Shirley : 1st of all i want to thank to my frens for the present....
Rachel : ya..thanx although i havent get my present...
*everyone laughed*

then they were asked to blow the candles on the cake...which is .....ya..far from them
saw the distance?*focus on their face expression..they do look like blowing hard, isn't it? *giggling*


a group photo of course...

its time for Birthday girls to make a wish..oh..make 3 wishes


pretending to cut the cake....*hahaha* end up cut by Hester


while they busy eat cake, 4 of us take a photo..realised something? no? fine...



well...a last girls' photo b4 we left TGI Friday..

again, Happy Belated Birthday to Aries, Rachel and Shirley!!!
May all the wishes u three made will come true!!!!
and...stay happy + healthy + pretty ALWAYS!!!

Ta~

The Chronicles of Narnia- Prince Caspian

was sleeping + dreaming in this morning...
suddenly i heard someone knocking my room's door...
*mm song!* y mum wan to kacau me lar? she can enter my room from brother's room wat~
very unwillingly i wake up...pushing my comfy blanket away from my body...
walking unwillingly to the door...*still knocking*
open....*wanted to scold* !!!!!!! * close the door!!*
y?

i saw him standing in front of me!!!!
deng~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i was shocked to see my mum is not my mum...but a guy...n the guy is HIM~
banyak deng~
he sumore look at me n SMILE....*hmph*
after i closed the door, he yao knocked again...*sweat*

He : hey...open the door laaa
Me : y u r herE?!
He : ur mum open the gate for me la...
Me : no!!! i mean WHY U R HERE?
He : open the door lar~~~y u close back?
Me : *open the door* y u come?deng~~~~~
He : y u havent wake up..wat time edy? like a pig oni...
Me : *walking back to my bed...*
He : ok la..i go back 1st..later u come to find me...
Me : ok..bye..
He : wat bye? go down wif me n open the gate for me...
Me : i dunwan pls..ask my mum to open for u..n pls..help me close the door..bye *lie back on my bed*

honestly, i feel happy that he came...but at the same time, i feel malu wey...
i was in my ..ok..not pyjamas ,but t-shirt n shorts...and!!!...ok..cant tell here...
then my hair was messy......my overall is messy lar~
cis~

after a while, i wake up..totally wake up, and went to bath..
then i went down to have my brunch..

Me : Mi...y u let him to wake me up jz now?
Mum : har? i dunno...He said he wants to call u...
Me : u noe im sleeping ritE?
Mum : i noe..i told him i can go to wake u up..but he said nonit..he wants to do it himself...
Me : but.....he 'hak chan' me leh....
Mum : how i noe...he's ur 'lao gong' ma...
Me : *wat!?* Mi!!! y u talks like sister wan!?*sweat*
Mum : *giggling*
Me : *got nothing to say..*

then, i left to meet him..and we went to Jusco Cheras Selatan to watch The Chronicles of Narnia- Prince Caspian
i like King Edmund..he is cute...he keep explain to Miraz that he is King instead of prince...but King Peter is 'more' king than him...*LOL*
then i was amused by the front part where 4 of them were in the railway station and all the things changing and *tadaaa* they were back to Narnia's world...
but i got abit dont understand for the last scene where Aslan sent some people to another world..
*wondering*

Ta~

Forensic Lab

today morning, went to UCSI ard 10am to check the result of yesterday experiment..

the title of Thesis has been released...
everybody busy choosing which title they want... including me..
after count the colonies found on the pour plate, me,May and Wan Ting left to take our breakfast at OLDTOWN
we thought we can 'waste' our time there becz we were waiting for 1.30pm..(that time oni 11am)
hence, ard 12pm we went back to UCSI...to do our 'business'
thn sharp at 1.30pm we gathered at Block A, Ground floor..
this is because, we will be going to FORENSIC LAB!!!!! (situated at Maktab Polis, Cheras)
while waiting thr, i saw two 'guys' passed by...in front of me...didnt intend to 'kap' them..
but i can feel that one of them is looking at me...
ok, i jao looked back....guess wat? is SAMUEL CHAN...=.=
i 'king yin' cant recognized him!!!
n the other person is AH CHAN!!!!
hm....ok.. then we Biotech students busy taking photo with each other while waiting for the bus..

YinYin + YangLin

Me + Emily (recently we become 'couple' because of Danson..XD!!)


Me + WanTing


SinMay + Me


Girls~

*****Forensic Lab*****
the bus to Forensic Lab departed UCSI at ard 2.30pm...(deng!!! we waited for 1 hour!!)
somemore the bus driver, i dunno wat happen to him...keep on break suddenly!!! *wan to make me vomit izzit?!*

reached the Forensic department,
listen to the talk given by Mr. Yew...(i forgot his post edy..sorry...'chung ji' he very high post la..)
we watched a clip bout the Forensic lab's history, activity, and mission..
oh ya, n we also saw some photos taken at the crime scene...(one of it was the UTAR student that was rape and murdered in her house and etc.)
after the talk, we went downstairs to have our tea...
then, some of the officer there bring us to visit the labs...
there is one girl's cloth lying on the lab's table with marker circled on it..
the officer explained to us how they manage to detect if there is any blood or semens on the cloth, and fingerprints on the table+glass..(using UV light and by wearing the 'orange' goggles)

we didnt allowed to take photo in the lab...so, sorry..no photo for that..

i saw many photos posted on the board in the lab... very...erm.....heart-breaking-no-appetite-to-eat and scary photos...*praying hard not to dream bout it tonite....*

we did take a group photo in front of the CSI logo, which is outside the labs...but the photo is with the senior...i oni manage to snap this...

i used 20X zoom ok!very very zooOooM!!!!thats why the photo a bit blur...mehhhh!!(learn from PX)



*in front of the Forensic Department*

Thus, we ended our trip to this Forensic Lab...

******

Catch Me Now's ending very babi!!!!!!!!!!
not oni BT died, but Ko Jit oso die at the very last episode!!!!!!
i dont like the director of this drama...i dont like him lar!!!!!

can't wait for Forensic Heroes II which will be aired on next Monday at Channel 931!!!!! *jumping happily*

Ta~

BCW 9968

such a shame when i met this BCW9968 (an old fashion of Proton Saga with a P-sticker)..a shame for guys...
this guy, driving this plate number's car...has no gentlemen at all...n he admitted that he has no 'dick' as well...y i said so?..pls read the conversation below...

***Happened at Taman Connaught, the shoplots where KFC is located at***
I've edy spotted this lady in Proton Wira want to come out from her side parking, but she is waiting for her fren..i stopped and waited n signal too...
after ard more than 5minutes, she finally drive out from the parking...but at the same time, a bastard appear from behind and park the carpark! *i was thking, is he BLIND?cant his fcuking eyes saw my car was thr n I'm reversing?!*
i got down from my car n walked towards tat stupid idiot car!

Me : *look at the stupid idiot face*

Bastard : *slowly scroll down his dirty+old window and looked at me like telling me "yes, im bastard"

Me : Lei yao mou man tai? (u got problems or not?)
Bastard : Meh man tai? ( whats the problem?)
Me : Lei mou taii dou ngor yew park li goh wai ke meh? ( dont u c that i want to park this carpark?)
Bastard : Li goh wai hai lei ke meh? yao seh lei ke meng meh? ( this carpark is urs meh? got wrote ur name meh?)
Me : EH!!! Lei mou tai dou ngor tar jor SIGNAL ?! ngor DANG jor hou loi hou mou!!! ( cant u c my car got signal? i've been waited for very long..)
Bastard : oh...Lei dou mou tung ngor gong ( u didnt tell me)
Me : Lei MANG ga!? taii mm dou signal geh hai mai!? ( r u BLIND? cant u c the signal light?)
Bastard : * silent like his penis has 'suk'=kecut *
Me : Lei hai mai Lam Yan lei geh? tong yatt gor lui jai zang wai? ( r u a man? fighting for a carpark wif a girl?)
Bastard : Ngor batt lao dou hai gaam ke la..( im alwiz like this) *==>he is admitting that he is NOT a MAN*
Me : ouu...gaam lei mm hai lam yan lei lor...lei YATT DING hai mou har daai ke lor...( ouu..then u r not a man, n can confirmed that u have no PENIS!!! ) *walked back to my car*
Bastard : *got nothing to say, because he AGREED that he is not a MAN...and he has no penis* *clapS..*

People out there...pls becareful wif this car's driver as he is not a normal guy...oh, should said that he is not a GUY...*poor fella*
--> He has a NERDY face *wearing spec* with pimples *red-flesh pimples with some white liquid in it..*

Ta~

*don't* Catch Me Now!!!!!!!

hm...jz finish watch "Catch Me Now", episode 17, and i don't feel .....good!
darn!!!! the storyline 'yuet lei yuet' mengada!!!!!!!
y good people being framed up, bad people live happily with their many many money!!!!!????

argh~~!!!!!!
and the relationship in the drama!!! walao!!! sux lor!
itu Kong Sir and his wife...deng~ ming ming love each other, but because of misunderstand, end up divorce! i dont hope this is the ending pls...this coming Friday is ending of this drama edy..i dunwan sad ending again!!!
dunno y nowadays, HK dramas like to follow Korean/Japan's drama's style
=> ending SAD!!!!!!
nvm...then HK peoples will complained and then TVB refilm the ending...a happy one...
u thk this is good ma?! u let ppl sad edy, then gv ppl happy back? wt....
ok..i noe i shouldnt be over-emotional here .....but...i jao hai like this one lar....hmph~*deng!*

ok.....
from this drama, i get to noe that, in fact, relationship between peoples are like glasses, which need to be really taken care of or else will be broken into pieces...

* Never break Trust, Promise, Relation and Heart in your life, because when they break they don't make noise but pains a lot......*

Take care~

i've no idea y am i still sitting here and not sleeping since tmr class is at 8.30am, which means i need to wake up at 7am.. *sigh*
jz read my besties' blog... she's not happy...and she's having probs wif her relationship..
the more i read, the more my heart feel sour for her...

i still remember, last time, when we were in secondary school, she would tell me her problems..
not all..but maybe half of it... we used to sit together in class...gossip together, laugh together.
n she was the 1st person to noe bout my 'things'
she was the 1st person i asked for advice..*last time*
i used to called her my 'best fren'
after she went to Singapore to further her studies, not oni our distance become bigger...but the gap between us as well...
i noe she noticed this...
n i noe she tried to get close wif us here...but i had disappointed her..*not realizing it*
n after that, i slowly not knowing wat happen to her over there...
not oni after i read her blog..

i feel very very sorry to her...because i cant be there for her when she needs a fren..
i ve alwiz reject to go out wif them...*due to some circumstances*
i....i cant help her when she needs help..
im sorry..

just hope that she can overcome her problems over thr..and live her life happily

Take care, "wong siong"

Happy Mother's Day!

Happy Mother's Day!!!!!
bought Mum a hamper from Eu Yan Sang on Friday...an earlier present cz I dont thk i can hide the hamper from her...*since we live together*
i noe..i can buy on Sunday thn give her ma...but i dont like ar..i like to buy on Friday....*ceh*

the Eu Yan Sang's Hamper...

*contained 4 bottles of Bird's Nest, a box of mini ginseng, a bottle of Honey and fake flowers...*

y i bought hamper? is purely because Mum fell sick last week....jz hope that she can 'bou yatt bou'...Hee...

****
On Saturday, he came back from Malacca...
went to meet him...and we went to eat Steamboat at Kajang Prima....
feel akward at 1st when saw him...*dunno y..*maybe is because he cuts his hair edy..so abit different...got a little gap...*sweat*
but he never changed...still...joking around...*sweat*
i really sweat alot during steamboat....then i drink Carlsberg like drinking plain water *LoL*

***
On Sunday (today)
was dreaming...being chased by two black guys...they wanted to kill me!!
shuts the door...climbed the window, climbed the walls... *so tired!!!*
then, dream of him in my dream..He wanted to go toilet, but he looks blur...
after some time when he did not show up, me and Shin went to look for him...(weird, Shin is in my dream!)
then cant find him, end up me n Shin went to toilet to do business..
when i enter the toilet, wanted to hang my beg, my hp rings! *incoming message*
i was scared by the ringtone n throw my beg nearly towards the toilet bowl!
thn i awake....n in fact, i really got incoming message...from HIM...*sweat* asking me if i awake...of cz not awake lar! but is awake by him...*ish*..thn i went to continue my dream...but another dream edy...deng~...i wake up 1 hour later...
then went to meet him for a while and come back to have steamboat wif my family...
yeah...STEAMBOAT again!
y ar? y when i crave for steamboat, no one wants to steam wif me...* got lar...he got bring me to steam whn i wan...*
then now, everyone crave for steamboat...y i said so?

1) Aries asked for steamboat on Saturday (i din go as i went to meet him)
2) Aries+Hester said Sam asked for steamboat on Friday (plan canceled due to...dunno)
3) He want to steamboat on Saturday *oso*..(n we did)
4) Mum wants to steamboat on Sunday (today)

u can c the veggies, fu chuk *beside veggies, bird's eggs, the 'thing' for steamboat (i dunno called wat lar...)

oh ya, i forget to snap a photo of the 'main dish'
due to hungry-ness, i busy eating...n camera was lying on the table beside the God's table *hee*
very very very the full!
not enough...i went to drink a bowl of 'Fan Shu Tong Shui'
sedaaaapppppp!

again...Happy Mother's Day!!!

Ta~

not tough..

i ve alwiz not tough enough towards the decision i ve made..
when someone...someone that consider important to me, made a different choice of mine, my heart will swing....swing which enough to make me change my choice again...
what should i choose?? i thought, the decision was made ? y am i questioning myself again?
God....
even i played 'head/tails'...the decision still the same...
i thk i should jz follow what the 'head/tails' had gv me...
just like b4...everytime whn i cant make my own decision,..i'll come to this solution...
this time,..will be the same!
God, pls bless me!

love ya

Forensic Heroes 2

oh My GOD!!!...FORENSIC HEROES II is coming soon in AOD on 19th of May!!!!
yeay !!!!...i ve been looking forward for this drama since the ending of Forensic Heroes I~

i wish 19th of May faster arrive!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but...as i noe, Chung Ka Yan will die....*sobzz*


bye~

disappointed....

is my fault or his?...i dunno how to be a sister anymore...
im tired of being his sister...never listen to wat i have said b4... even fierce than me..
i dy famous for being fierce....but now, he ....haih....or the problem is wif me?

****

disappointed....again..
izzit life is like this?...izzit there must be some lie then oni called Lie-Fe (Life)?
or..am i too over?....i ve never been in this be4...if i'm over, i thk it is normal...

sometimes, i really hope that one day, nobody could reach me...cant contact me....
disappear for one day-->not bad....oni my family noe whr i am....nobody else noe....
maybe one day too short...i should make it..3days?
or a week?...cannot..i need to go to class.....

****
i got a weird dream last nite..i cant really remember the story...
as i noe, i was bury-ing a man alive..not oni me, but wif 2/3 people helping ...
n weird-est is the man we buried was asking us to bury him nicely...*sweat*

ta~

Not my day.....

its not my day today..
y?
*ok..after 12am dy...should mention as yesterday*

Yesterday, after chat wif him on the phone bout *today*'s (Friday) outing
then i continued with my Hei She Hui..
and not long after that, i went to bomB the toilet...
DIARRHEA pls...
i tot oni once...
but it attacks me twice...
damn....cant take the pain anymore, thus i off my laptop n went to slp..
*hoping sleeping will stop the pain*
but i noe..i noe the intestine(s) are moving peristaltic-ly..
i dont care lar~~~~
lazy want to go toilet edy...

i set the alarm to ring at 9am..
but..my auto-alarm in my body wakes me up at 6.30am...
no..not the auto-alarm in my body...cz the auto-alarm should be waking me up at 1pm
this time is the rectum..
i can feel it was trying to come out!!!
i walked in the dark towards my bathroom
the door was locked from inside...*deng!*
brother inside pls...(becz its his time to go to school..so now he 'preparing' in the bathroom)
cant take it anymore...walked to my parent's bathroom
let go watever that was kept hours before i slp...
pain...pain....pain...!!!!

* i mean my stomach lar...no..specifically, is intestine...uterus?*
dunno..watever...
after a while, i clean up n went to continue my dream again...
but..not long after that...i thk ard 10mins...
i can feel..it comes again!!!!
*deng!!!!!!!!!*
again, i end up in the bathroom....*my room this time..*
then, i went to slp again...

suddenly, ...i hear Jay's song...'Bu Qong Ying de Yue Ding'
in fact, my hp ringing...
he called...i looked at the clock..its 11am..
wat the f....
i over-slept...

He : whr r u?
Me : hee...at home..jz wake up..
He : ......ok..go to wash ur face..
Me : ok..

instead of wash my face, i went to bath as well..
i noe im late...n i noe he got bit mm song..
finish bath, text-ed him, asked him to come over at 12.30pm
he didnt reply..i guess he really mm-song
i explained to him y am i over-slept *becz the diarrhea thgy*
he asked how i feel now..got better not...* i tot "wow...like that jao din angry me dy...YOooO..."*
when he reached,...i got into his car..
he start to complained...*sweat*
wat can i do?
i jz laugh ...y?...the way he 'complained' very cute! Haha..is like talking to a small kid...
i noe is my fault.....im sorry...

n i noe is not my 'day'...
is auntie-visit-day.... 1st day some more...denggggggg

so, i fatt pei hei many times today...
not oni to him, but to his cousin's husband as well..
*oh..we met up wif his cousin's husband to have lunch at Sg.Wang*

after that, he want to look for nice earing for his mother as Mother's Day present..
but end up we bought nothing...
n i thk, he also not in the mood anymore..
thus, we left...n back home to rest...

yet, my uterus still pain-ing now...
still contracting...
all this happen because of

1. I drank carlsberg 2 nites ago..
2. I drank jolly shandy 1 nite ago...
3. I ate mini-popper Walls icecream 2 nites ago...

so, as a result, uterus contraction..

Bye

Ironman

i tot no outing today as yesterday was over-sad wif my results..
he came back in the afternoon ard 1pm..
n i wake up at 1.30pm..haha
his message sounds weird as he mentioned today is 30th
i noe.....i noe...y must mention today's date?
in fact, he jz want to told me that Ironman is showing today in cinema..
so, went to find him and headed to Jusco Cheras Selatan to watch IronMan


when we reached, we saw many people q-ing at the ticket counter...*sigh*
again, it comes to my thought 'will there be any student price for this movie?'
if not mistaken, new showing movie dont have student price ...izzit?
but, many times we got student price for newly showing movie...haha..
nice!! i'm so into the Ironman! he is those mature type man...but yet, very 'maai yan'
his look...his eyes....*melt*
it was so high-tech when he wore that suit!
i never read any comic or watch any cartoon related to Ironman before..
this is the 1st time i noe bout the existing of it and watch it...
nice! realy nice....for me la..*different ppl different 'taste' towards the movie they like*

after movie, we went to Jusco supermarket as he wanted to buy somethg...
i've dated Jenn at 7.30pm for tea-session at Sg.Long, Station1
i tot jz both of us..end up i brought him along...heee...cz he is wif me ma...inconvenient to drop him back home thn go to Sg.Long again...
luckily he came wif me...as he talked alots...ya..really alot..but i like!hee..
at least our tea-session wont be too 'diam'...
maybe becz long time no c...long time no chat..thus cant dig many thgs out to chat wif...
so, he started the conversation about studies...and slowly leads to working..
*sweat*...*sigh*
i dunno what happen to me last sem...
my results are sux!
i wanna make a promise here..to myself...that i want to score back next sem!!!!!!!!
pls..any event, function, dont count me in....*deng....*
c how la...*dengggggg!!*

feel down, hence i open a can of Carlsberg to drink jz now..
now, i can c red-rashes on my body....
my face is alwiz the same..means after drink alcohol, sure red
i noe im not a good-drinker...
but at least, i drink = im sad
i cant tell everyone im sad or down...
so, to let out my feeling, drink is the best way i thk...
somemore is drink alone..*deng!!!* but i enjoy....~~~
now...abit *fing* edy....
i guess tonite will be the earliest nite for me to slp bah...
since after final exam, i usually doze off ard 4-5am...
u say laaa....I hai mai chi sin wan!!!
during exam period, after 12am jao damn sleepy *deng!!!!!*

k la..my bed time now
ta~

*p/s: wish me good luck bah for next sem*