hm...

eh.. cant believe im blogging in office pls.
obviously, not much cases to do. to be specific, no cases for now.
hence, i can online.. i choose not to youtube, becz, im bored with it already (yesterday already youtube pls). *walks away*

hm.. convocation is about a month from today. i will be officially graduating soon!!!! (duh~ i have left university last year, July lor). but why only this year convo? hahahahahah. lasy to explain. and i dont thk ppl want to know.


i like my colleagues here. (doesn't mean i dont like my ex-colleagues). so far, i havent met any political matters, and i hope i wont.

once, a person told me, working for people is like a cow being fed by grass everyday. The higher the position, the better/more grass the "cow" get.

so when people work and work, they are actually being fed by the company. until the age where people need to retire, the company stop feeding them. and that is when people start doing own bussiness, use their savings to survive life, travelling, or for those who are lucky, children will take care of them. Then, that is when people grow old, slowly become useless to the social, and here comes the problem of children sending parents to old folks of home.

why?? why ar?????

there was once dad said "we didnt expect you (me and siblings) to take care of us when we grow old, we have our own savings, which me and mummy will use to spend for the rest of our life. this is because we do not wants to end up in old folks home when we have no money, and you guys feel we r useless"

my heart torned apart when i heard this. i never thought of sending them to old folks home.
I NEVER.

eventhough sometimes i was harsh in my words, but i never mean to be harsh. i was borned that way. wrong. i was pampered to be like that. *sigh*

well, im trying to change my attitude already. seriously. and im trying to learn as much as i can.
becz i do not want to end up to be like a cow.

i think no one wants to be "cow"

goodnite