is it true that when someone is not happy, or down, whatever he/she thinks will be negative?

all i know is i have millions of negative thoughts in my mind now

what if.....is it......why.....how come........


i will keep asking myself .......


whether the problem exist or not...



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why it is always me? there are four siblings in the house, and because i'm the eldest, i need to take it?

do any of them know, i'm stress in the room? stressing over my own things and problems?
do they realised i spent most of my time at home in my own room instead of living room?
do they know what am i doing in the room?

i know everyone got their own problems ....
im not excluded to have some....

sometimes,.....i really feel, its good to be alone in a space, a space where no other human exist.


i dont have a main point here, i know.

I just dont want to bring the matters here.

my blog should be a happy wan.

i hope they will understand me.

dont make me feel, i doesnt belongs to here.


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