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morning hardly wake up although the day b4 i sleep at 12am!
hmph~


went to uni...
then put my beg,..wear my labcoat..headed to the freezer room..
saw "ong ping"'s box on the table, beside the freezer (which the box supposed to be INSIDE the freezer). I cant find my box in the freezer. My mind went blank. Feel want to cry. I need to REDO my lab work, which means i need RESTARt my lab work since my box gone, which means my samples all GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i approached the lab assistant. She help me to find in the freezer. We almost "terbalik" the freezer (ok..got bit "kua jeung")
She cant find it..and me too...she asked me to prepare for the worst.
to add to the worst, my supervisor ON LEAVE today until next Wednesday
which means, i really dunno what should i do if i really cant find my box *going to cry*

walked back to my bench..mind was blank. no..not totally blank. i was cursing. cursing the person who made my box gone. who so babi ?

suddenly, Mr. Tai came in and asked me to follow him
i did. and ta da~~~~~~ he gv me my box pls..
in fact, yesterday he put my box in the metal rack *hak sei*
relieved, but, i noe...deep inside me still worried..
i thk is becz i over-scared by the BOX gone thingy bah~

continue to start my lab work today which is run gel..
asked Mave to help me weigh for the agarose
load the loading dye into my pcr tubes..
following the protocols...
but becz this involved different samples with different number and arrangement, i need to be extra careful and alert
but...i feel damn SLEEPY. i dont know y...
however, my hands did not stop,..i keep on add the solution...centrifuge...load it into the gel..
and when im all done with the gel running, i oni realised i should be "awake" about wat im doing

do u understand my feelings here?

i feel blank again...i questioned myself whether did i put the solution correctly in arrangement?
did i?

dont want to think and hence i sms-ed my fren, asked for lunch..but they turn-ed me down..
i did have my lunch, with other frens. and the lunch was a bit stressful to me becz they talked about work. and lab work. and...extend of lab work

urghhh*

went back to lab. check my gel. post-staining it. got the results. but worried. and weird. y is the results like tat? izit supposed to be like tat? i dont know, since i cant refer to my supervisor. sadly i went to disturb my frens in the other lab. and sadly i left lab to find Aries for icecream in McD. after McD, while driving home, suddenly, i realised i missed out something!

Collin : faye ar..later wat time u finish ur lab?
Me : dunno wor..i thk...b4 3pm bah..y?
Collin : oh..can u help me take the PCR tubes out *pointing the PCR machine* and put it in this falcon tube? this are Vivian's PCR tubes..now still running PCR. about 1.30pm will finish
Me : oh..no problem la..
Collin : thank u ya!

and she left to have lunch with her frens..

BUT!!!!!!! i forgot about this!!!!!!

and when i recalled back, i was in my car, reaching KAJANG~~~~~

called my frens which i thk should still be in the lab....*sobzz*
but most of them went back edy

luckily, Wan Ting willing to help me..she walked back to college, lab and check for me

so i really want to THANK her!!!!!!!

THANK YOU Wan Ting!!!!!!!!


i hope my blur-ness ends today~!! dont attack me edy!



Ta!